So, there are somethings in life, that you know is a really bad idea. There basically could be a big warning over your head, like a huge flashing sign, that tells you to turn around, and give up. But, there is that small something, that doesn't stop you. And what is that small thing called? Your stupidity. Even Einstein had some, and the rest of us, have alot of it. And these days, I've been very stupid. But, there's no point in feeling all down and sad about something you can't change. Right? Right, so moving on.
Went to someone's party, and I actually forgot whose it was. Saw Chris and Darcy going at it, and I mean realllly going at it. I'm scarred for life, may even have to wash my own eyes out, yuck. I was really hurt because days earlier he had said he liked me, and then bam he's all over the freshman. But, whatever karma's a bitch, and sooner or later it's going to bite him in the ass. And then, I will be the one smiling. Walked around for a bit pretty dazed and really confused and saw Mr.Brooks.
We talked for a while, and I know he knew what I was thinking. He was really nice about everything, and was just there for me. I don't really understand why I've been acting the way I have to him. When everyone else is gone, he's always there for me. Always has been, and I've just been too blind to see it. Again, stupid stupid Hazel and we so need to hang out soon.
Speaking of hanging out, Paige and Ash? We definitely need to hang out soon! I think I'm done, and all so, ciao!
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